Addendum: The EX came back, damn...wasnt that a kick in the ass....She ended up being outcast by her family, no job, homeless and living in her car. Funny thing is, she wanted back on her terms...not this time....Anyway, working it out now, but counting the days until she oversteps the line and I kick her out on the street.
Sad tale of woe, the perfect woman walks out on me..She left bailed on the rent and cleaning of the house, and leaving the 2 cats behind...I had to accept my shortcomings and mistakes by hearing my ex rant and take all on board..I placed that mirror in front of me and looked deep into it and now trying to change my problems that bothered her, to be a better man, to be what she wants even though we will never be together again. Funny how she never took that same mirror and said "where did I go wrong", it was easier to just blame the man...I accept partial or majority of the breakup but still believe if something is broken, you fix it.
I get the call today (15/02/13) that she no longer wants me in her life, and it was all my fault..She had major surgery, nearly bankrupt etc and I worked 3 jobs for her without complaint, we were 3 months from buying our own house and then she walks..blaming me for the lot..I wish she could understand my depth of love and that it wasnt such a bad situation we had.Then 10 minutes after she rips my guts out she rings back hinting for money (as if I would help now)...
Totally lost and head f@cked from it all..
This should have gone into a BLOG, but its out there..
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