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Malibu
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JOB: On Disability
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DRINK: Sometimes
RELIGION: Not Religious
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Hurt
MEMBER SINCE: August 23, 2008
POINTS: [ 2569 ]
GENDER: Female
LOCATION: United Kingdom
AGE: 26
VIEWS: 645
STAR SIGN: Libra
LAST LOGIN: 10.16.09


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I’ve suffered with depression with my early teens. I’m not sure of the exact cause; I can only ever remember feeling ‘bad’ and ‘guilty’ all of the time. Or even worse; the sense of helplessness.


During my teenage years I was diagnosed with a relatively rare disease of the nervous system. Many ‘friends’ decided not to have anything more to do with me. So I keep the few remaining ones at a safe distance – its twisted form of self-protection I guess.



Long story cut short? The depression grew worse and I suffered a breakdown & attempted suicide at age 16.



Since then, everything has become a blur to me. I had to stop working last year, so I don’t have any reason to get up and get going, no direction to move to, no purpose in anything anymore. I always feel like I’m balancing on the edge of a hole and if I fall again, I won’t be able to get back up.


My confidence is now none existent and I hide myself away from others more then ever. I don’t know who I really am any more.





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From: RichardW
October 17, 2009, 9:27 am
Just passing and wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday. I hope it is a great day for you. All the best Richard

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October 17, 2009, 5:47 am
Happy Birthday!

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From: stargate
October 17, 2009, 5:07 am
Happpppppppppy Birthday Malibu x x

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From: TribeMod
June 26, 2009, 2:20 pm
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May 5, 2009, 11:10 am
hi, how are you doing?

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