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RebeccaPhoenix
"What is mind? No matter. What is matter? Nevermind!"
My URL: http://www.depressiontribe.com/RebeccaPhoenix

JOB: Looking for work
SMOKE: Yes
DRINK: Socially
RELIGION: Other
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Hurt
MEMBER SINCE: January 20, 2014
POINTS: [ 91 ]
GENDER: Female
LOCATION: Colorado, United States
AGE: 32
VIEWS: 167
STAR SIGN: Scorpio
LAST LOGIN: 02.16.14




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I'm stuck in a town that I'm struggling to move out of. I never did fit in around here & after a very abusive relationship (engaged), I've never felt more lost, misunderstood & unwanted by my family. Its always been a life dream of mine to move to a different state. To a place where no one knows me & I can finally be myself without the fear of ridicule, rejection & humiliation. I'm ashamed of myself where I'm at because I'm such a mental misfit & I feel I've failed my family. I spent my life trying to be anything that I thought my family would want me to do. I grew up always being compared to my older sister. My sister was 1st chair clarienet, varsity softball, honor roll, popular, voted class clown & basically every parent's dream child. I was called the "challenge." As a child I asked my mother why I had a partial baby scrapbook but my sister had boxes of baby memorabilia. My mother replied, "When your sister was born everything was new and really exciting, so when you were born, everything was like 'been there, done that.'" The only chance I feel I have left is to move far away, find myself, be by myself & finally be proud of myself for myself. Unfortunately, I've got a long way to go & I have no idea where to start.




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February 13, 2014, 10:10 am
Mendoza & JohnnyB8 - Please stop getting me in trouble. I don't want to get banned because of you two. Please leave me & sabbath alone. I don't want to be associated with you two.

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From: sabbath
February 12, 2014, 3:39 pm
hey thanks for the support, sorry if it seems I didn't support u back, but I just worry that u might get scammed, sorry, dont take it personally, i'm sure you'll succeed at whatever u care about

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The nerds saw me naked!
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From: JA
February 6, 2014, 4:52 pm
theres nothing wrong with you...just because your sis is the fam favorite or whatever..you just need to find some good friends who care about you...sometimes your friends are your family....i see you were? engaged? or are you still? what ever the situation i hope you can get the chance to start over new...everyone deserves a new start...

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February 6, 2014, 11:59 am
Hello Rebecca, Thank you so much for your comment under my blog entry, what you wrote to me was really nice and I appreciate it much. But I’m sorry to hear that you have to go through similar feelings. Best regards VinterSjel

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“Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.” [Albert Einstein]
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January 30, 2014, 3:36 pm
There was a lunar transit across the sun today as well as an awesome solar flare with coronal mass ejection. http://youtu.be/95sumDf2qTo might have to copy & paste link but definately check it out!

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"Stranger in a Strange Land" by Robert A. Heinlein

NOT the English Patient or Titanic or Grease or Jerry McGuire. Basically, no chick flicks

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