Depression

Single gay mum of 2 boys aged 13 and almost 18. Live near the beach and at the moment don't have a car, but live close to a train station. Have a dog and several mice .I struggle with my life on an everyday basis, I never know what mood i will wake up in, what memory or sight around my house will set off my sadness and leave me doing nothing constructive for hours.I do try to rally back but I loose a little of me each time. Like to find things amusing to me, and like to have things go as planned, but usually doesn't happen, so life is full of annoying and sad disaters. Hope that this site allows me to exorcise some of the stuff I carry around. Would like to find more of the girl I used to be, my patience, my kindnness, my interest, my pleasure in things, and my true sexual identity. There is a need in me, although it does seem quite futile most of the time, to find that one person out there who I am mean't for, a true bonding of the souls. My heart has existed in such sadness and remorse, and great despair for so long now, it really is struggling to beleive it can really be altered.

I like gardening, but only when the weather is just right, reading, although at the moment it is mash books, written about the gang after they have left Vietam, very funny if you liked the show.I love doing tactile things with my hands such as knitting, sewing, arts and crafts, most things you can sit in a chair and do and watch tv at the same time, lol.I like to find a laugh or a smile at simple things, love sweet scented flowers especially jonquils, freesias, and lots of our spring flowers here in Aust.Would like to be able to hammer and saw and make things I need around the house. Would love to finally get my vegie garden up and be more self sufficent. Loved reading the magazine called Grass Roots, gave you all sorts of alternative living articles. Love sarcastic humour but not really when its at me, lol. Love dancing to music that moves me. Love my music, have been collecting my favorites eversince my dad bought us our 1st record player in 1964. I love finding long lost favorite tunes on limewire. Watching and waiting for my new little mice babies. Being able to share my creative side with other like minded souls. Feeling wanted.

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Being really hot and not being able to cool down. Carrying lots of heavy bags from the station. Fighting with my children. Trying to get my boys up and off to school with out it going pear shaped. I hate it when my dog throws up on the carpet after she has stolen something off out of the bin and eaten it.Anything getting broken. Th dilberately around me. Listening to music I dislike. never knowing when I will remember something. The way I talk too much in real life and don't know how to type anywhere near the speed I need. Thinking you are special when you're not. Never feeling like you fit in anywhere properly. Feeling alone because no one understands how your mind works. Giving myself hope only to have to take it away again.

Pink, Shakira, Pavlov's Dog, Motown music, especially Dianna Ross, Supertramp,Moody Blues, Beatles, Petula Clark, Dionne Warwick, Simon & Garfunkel,Cold Chisel, Jimmy Barnes, Swanne,Barbara Striesand, Mi-Sex, Stars, Delta Goodrem, Santana/Steve Tyler: Just feel better, Fleetwoodmac: Storms, Landslide, Sara, Spice Girls; Viva Forever, Todd Rudgen; Can we still be friends, Elvis; Walk thru' the storm, Snow Patrol; Shut your eyes, The Pretenders; Back to Ohio, Neil Young; Ohio, America; Sister Golden Hair, Cat Stevens; Ain't no sunshine when shes gone, Delta Goodrem; Out of the blue, The Animals; Don't let me be misunderstood, Peter, Paul & Mary; Kisses sweeter than wine. center>

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Mystery murders, comedy, and detective books at the moment

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Mostly stuff like csi, cold case, anything like that and lots of comedy, simpsons, friends, lots of british stuff, faulty towers, black adder ect

Arts & crafts, gardening, sometimes going to the movies, watching selected programs on the tv. walking in the sunshine walking my dog.I have mice and love watching them.

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Love For Music	The Simpsons
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