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TessErin
"'Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.' Hebrews 11:1"
My URL: http://www.depressiontribe.com/TessErin

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DRINK: No
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
MEMBER SINCE: August 2, 2008
POINTS: [ 4000+ ]
GENDER: Female
LOCATION: Georgia, United States
AGE: 24
VIEWS: 3673
STAR SIGN: Aquarius
LAST LOGIN: 07.29.14




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I've been suffering from depression since I was 13. My first suicide attempt was at 14 when I took 14 of my seroquel. I used to cut to feel some different pain, other than the emotional pain I live with day after day. I love to write, read, make jewelry and play with my pets. My pets keep me going. My parents are some what supportive but they don't understand what it's like to have depression day after day.
I took care of my grandma who had lung cancer and I cherish the time we spent together.
My relationship with God is complicated but I am trying to fix that. I sometimes wonder why He'd put me through this depression or why he makes us suffer with an "invisible" illness.
I'm convinced I have Dysthymia. Ten years feels like forever for me to feel worthless, sad and a waste of breath.

DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:High-Moderate
Dysthymia:High
Bipolar Disorder:Slight-Moderate
Cyclothymia:Slight
Seasonal Affective Disorder:High
Postpartum Depression:N/A
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Writing, reading, playing with my pets:five cats, 2 dogs plus my brother's dog we babysit. My pets keep me going in hard times. Roscoe (dog), Harley, Lexie, Sophie, Misa and Paint(cats) are the family's pets. Gracie, a dog, is mine. My parents got her for me January 23, 2010. She's a rescue :)









Drama (well a small dose can be entertaining), Constant negative people (I am referring to one woman in particular) man I thought I was bad. Seeing others having a hard time, the news (at times). Ok that is enough for now :)



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From: maycee
July 29, 2014, 1:17 am


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When you are truly genuine, there will be invariably be people who do not accept you. And in that case, you must be your own badass self, without apology.
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From: maycee
July 28, 2014, 1:42 am
I did my best, it wasn't much I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you And even though it all went wrong I'll stand before the Lord of Song With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

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When you are truly genuine, there will be invariably be people who do not accept you. And in that case, you must be your own badass self, without apology.
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July 20, 2014, 6:40 pm
Thanx Erin x. lol how many v's was that? :0)

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'Poor is the mind that always uses the ideas of others and invents none of its own'
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From: maycee
July 20, 2014, 2:41 am


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When you are truly genuine, there will be invariably be people who do not accept you. And in that case, you must be your own badass self, without apology.
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July 14, 2014, 2:34 pm
Plz tell her I say hi :) she may or may not remember my Old user name Heartbroken_breaker.if she doesnt no worries. Just been thinking/missing her :) she was always so sweet in chat. If she wants to I have a facebook if she'd like to connect.. if not no worries :) take care :)

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1)I'm a Daughter in the Kingdom of God all The Way! 2)To love another person is to see the face of God. 3) When Being Strong is the only Option Left the little bit of faith you have will make you as strong as Ever Before! -Ryan Bright
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Disturbed (my favorite band), Device (same singer as Disturbed) MercyMe, Switchfoot, Lifehouse, Carrie Underwood, Casting Crowns, 4Him, Chris Tomlin, Michael W. Smith, Jars of Clay, Sonicflood, Seal, some Eminem, SOME Britney Spears like 'Stronger', Vertical Horizon, Linkin Park, Duran Duran,Phil Collins, Peter Gabriel, Rush, Three Days Grace, Rise Against and so many more

the Bible, Dave Pelzer's, Nora Roberts', Mary Higgins Clark, Chicken Soup for the Soul, books about depression and how to deal with it (ie "Conquering the Breast Within")

Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, V for Vendetta, Panic Room, Kung Fu Hustle, The Devil wears Prada, Disney Movies especially the animated ones like Cinderella and Peter Pan. I don't care how old I am. Umm Bridesmaids, comedies and romances (a mix of the two is great) and the occational murder drama (can't for the life of me think of one at the moment)

Writing, reading, watching forensic shows like Forensic Files and Body of Evidence, making jewelry, listening to music, working with pictures (that includes taking, scrap booking and editing)

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