Depression

I am eccentric and fun.. I love to laugh and make people laugh.. I am silly. I have bipolar disorder and GAD. I am medicated for this but sometimes I feel like ..what the hell am I doing taking all these pills everyday.. but now I know I have to after many times of trying to be "normal" without them. I hate it but its true. I am not perfect and I try really hard in my life to maintain a certain composure. What I am really afreaid of is my children seeing my irrational behaviour and developing a mental disorder aswell. Its scary. thats where the anxiety kicks in.. so I will stop there..

What Tressa Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

My kids, Sincerity, Honesty, True love..?!, Thunderstorms, Rain, Coffee, When the leaves turn colours in the fall, My kitties..Big Zig and Freckle, Quiet, Building snowmen, My nephews, Long finger nails(for girls), Clean hair, Lilacs, Hugs, Tongue kissing, Tattoos, Budweiser, My shrink, Strawberries

Hate, insomnia, mean people, Bipolar disorder (most of the time)liars, theives.. so often they cross my path of life grrrrrr, being a jealous person, my past, abuse, when people don't use their signal lights, loud talkers, temper tantrums, when you treat people the way you would like to be treated but are not treated that way at all

Lauryn Hill, Feist, Fleetwood, In Flames, Timbaland, Tool...

Message In a Bottle, The Bipolar Handbook

Superbad, Juno, Knocked Up, Shawshank, The Divine Secrets of the Ya Ya Sisterhood, What Dreams May Come, Girl interrupted, Pretty Woman, the Saw movies ...

seems like distant memories

	Canada
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