What can be said of a person living in dreams? Are they beyond this world? Or not even yet to it? I define myself as a depressed and supressed artist, reality being far from it as one lacking any talent in any field. A seeming void in the exsistence of any skill or talent seems appearent in myself. A twisting withering sould absent of any hope of success of progression, endless... bottomless... hopeless.
Your Depression Level: 88%
You seem to be severely depressed.
You should seek immediate attention from your physician.
Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.
My likes are fine tuned. I don't say that meaning I have high end or even good taste, what I do mean though is I am very picky about my likes.
So things I like...
House M.D
Movies
Video Games
Music;
-Slipknot, Stone sour and Disturbed for starters.
American McGee (super genius)
Frank Beddor (Looking glass wars trilogy)
Art in almost all forms,but mainly anything considered Abstract. I love anything Picaso but also am a huge fan of Brom. I love anything fantasy and/or sci fi. Especially if it's done on a dark colour palette.
DISLIKES
The ingnorant masses that claim earth by way of majority rules. The everyday assholes that think they're more important than the guy they just cut off or ran off the road. The f@cking morons that believe they're "Metal" or especially "Punk". You are what you are, if you feel the need to conform to a set 'trend' just to feel good or just ok about youself, chances are I don't like you. Considering yourself a metal head is fine, but considering yourself more metal than the next person is not. You can be as hardcore as you want, but don't think your bloods any darker.
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Because your candle burns too bright, well I almost forgot it was twilight. Even if I think that you are right, well I'm tired of being down, I got no fight.
thankyou for your message, your a very deep person and very aware of peoples emotions. it feels like you read my whole problem from those few words and id say you've helped me alot. i know now that this is a decision im not ready to make yet but that doesnt mean i will put it off. your a very strong person it must have been hard to come out of a relationship like that. i know also, ive been in an abusive relationship before although for me it was all mental abuse, not physical. i wish you all the best. drop me a line whenever :) x.x.x
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hell yeah i total agree wi you, its just somtimes i get kicked down so hard i struggle to get back up u i dont gi up never have never will, i can spit blood i lifes face everyday lol, talk to you soon mate xx
heya vivid its field, i'm still feelin a bit shuck up from last night but i'm hangin in there, i'm plannn to grab my life by the balls nd make a better ne fo myself. thanx for your support matie. talk to ya soon
Thanks for visiting my blog. I didn't mind that you compared my situation to yours, its comforting to know that I'm not the only one who is frustrated at their life right now.I'll take what you said about survival being a mark of success to heart. I hope you have a great day today.
Slipknot, Stone Sour, Disturbed, Dreadful Shadows, Abney Park, Dethklok, Spineshank, Silent Civillian, Bush, The Institute, Mudvayne, Ozzy Ozbourne, Seether, Korn, Stabbing Westward, The Dreaming, Soilwork, Breaking Benjamin... There is a lot more but the other names escape me. These are in no serious order except for the first four.
BOOKS
Currently awaiting the third and final piece in Frank Beddors "The looking glass wars". Other than that I'm a big fan of Stephen King, my favorite book from him being Desperation.
MOVIES
Labyrinth, Equlibrium, Knockin' on Heavens Door (Called Cowboy Bebop The Movie in the states, I prefer the english dubbed but I like the japaneese title more), Silent Hill (Huge fan of the game, only game to movie I've seen I didn't hate.), Ong Bak, The Protector, Transporter 1&2, Crank... basically anything with Tony Jaa, Jason Stathom or Christian Bale I'm going to watch and probably own.
HOBBIES
My three main material passions in life are Video Games, Movies and Music. Past that I like reading, comics, paintings, anything that can be called abstract art especially computer design art from the pros. I'm a big fan of Brom and of the old Jonhan Vasquez work like JTHM and Invader Zim.
