Depression

I have sufferd depression on and off for many many years. I also have some OCD tendancies and these have only recently manifested themselves.

I sometimes get very low and have no-one I can talk to who understands how I feel. I am fed up of being told to "get a grip" if I could do that then I would not have a problem. I am in a job that I now hate but am stuck as my home comes with the job so until I get a house I can't give it up. I have been waiting for a house since 2003 and am now at the top of the council list so maybe I will get one soon.

Once I get a house and leave the job it will make a big difference to me.

When I am low it is hard because nothing happens to make me feel like that...It just happens and I don't understand it. I have not spoken to my Doctor about it as I am sure she has more important things to deal with.

I wish I didn't feel this way and I feel so very alone. I don't have many friends as I am unable to trust after being hurt very badly in the past. This allienates me from society.....sometimes I think what the hell is the point?

I like people who are honest and loayal and who are willing to listen when you need a chat. people who you can rely on for support and who let you support them

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