Depression

i'm depressed. i wish i wasn't ??? Bipolar disorder runs in the family.. havn't gone through with assesment..probably should. medicated for public breakdowns {high stress anxiety}. constant mixed emotions. barely knows oneself. i seem relativly normal, socially bottled up. try to make other happy.. always forget about myself. i'm not blue.. i'm green :P.

depression isn't something that i wanted or choose, it choose me. i can no longer hide it, so i decided to embrace.





Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.


trait snapshot:

messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer

music, writing, movies, pessimists, candy, nail polish, make up, drawing, books, poems

slobs,fingernails, pms, stupidity, disasters, money, silence, shadows,crows

Nirvana, The Bled, Cky

Gia, Girl Interrupted, Sublime, The Notebook, The Chronicles of Narnia, Horrors, Stephin King Films, Johnny depp, Racheal Mcadams<3

basketball, writing, cheeb, drugs, drinks, hangouts, the sims (lol)

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