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Try
and
feel
what
it
feels
like
everyday
to
wake
up
and
try
to
find
a
way…to
keep
things
from
falling
apart…try
and
feel
what
it
feels
like
putting
up
smile
on
your
face
even
though
your heart
is
ripped
out
from
the
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5
am
in
the
morning…
I
lay
awake
on
my
bed
and
look
out
the
window…all
those
houses
all
those
rows…my
heart
beating
slower
and
slower…I
wondered
if
any
one
was
still awake…I
wondered
with
this
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I
don't
know
about
anything
anymore.
it
feels
like
someone
pulled
the
carpet
out
from
under
me.
I
see
you
differently
and
it
scares
me
so
much.
I
wish
it
was
like
it
used
to
be,
when
love
blinded me,
but
that's
gone
and
I
see
the
real
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| By: |
Away
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| Mood: | Mellow |
| Date: | Jan. 22, 2008 |
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Well,
since
I
made
the
Dean's
list
last
semester,
I'm
determined
to
do
the
same,
if
not
better,
this
semester.
I'm
already
off
to
a
bad
start
though.
I
haven't
bought
my
books
for
my classes
yet.
I
will
do
this
tomorrow,
but
for
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I
firstly
want
to
thank
everyone
for
their
responses
and
their
stories
that
they've
shared
with
me
the
last
few
days.
I've
just
been
pretty
frustrated
with
the
whole
situation
with
my
Nanna, plus
starting
school...thank
you
again
for
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