|
I
want
to
appologize
to
everyone!
I
have
not
been
myself
lately.
I
don't
even
know
who
I
am
anymore.
I
was
gone
for
a
few
weeks,
as
i
had
alot
going
on
with
my
family,
and
myself
,
and
I
started
coming
back
in
to
DT
a
couple
[ VIEW ENTRY ] [ LEAVE A COMMENT ]
|
|
|
My
mind
is
racing,
fast
moving
objects.
Thoughts,
images,
senarios
playing
in
the
distant
of
how
things
could
be?
I
feel
like
throwing
up.
Am
i
excited
or
anxious?
I
want
to
just
get
my
bag
and
drive.
Not
stop.
Dont
look
back.
I
could....just
[ VIEW ENTRY ] [ LEAVE A COMMENT ]
|
|
|
Today
is
kind
of
the
final
topping
of
how
my
lifes
been
heading,
nothing
seems
to
be
going
right.
After
being
depressed
in
the
spring,
it
became
better
over
the
summer
but
now
its
full
on
again.
And
i
just
[ VIEW ENTRY ] [ LEAVE A COMMENT ]
|
|
|
well
had
a
pretty
good
day
today
although
I
had
a
bad
headache
,the
day
went
by
fast
but
I
didnt
feel
so
lonely
today,rather
mellow,actually
got
out
and
went
for
a
swim
yesterday,and
really
got
out
for
a
little
walk
today,
rather
relaxed
doing
[ VIEW ENTRY ] [ LEAVE A COMMENT ]
|
|
|
Just
like
the
song
that
I
am
listening
to
says,
Don't
want
to
be
all
by
myself
anymore.
I
am
so
alone!
I
have
no
friends
and
all
I
want
to
do
is
just
die.
What
do
I
have
left
to
live
for?
My
kids
don't
even
want
me
around.
Lord
knows
that
[ VIEW ENTRY ] [ LEAVE A COMMENT ]
|
|
|
|
