| By: |
luvangel
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| Mood: | Fearful |
| Date: | Aug. 19, 2008 |
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I
have
given
in
to
the
though
of
treating
my
symptoms
with
medicine.
But
I
am
kind
of
scare
about
all
the
bad
things
I
hear
about
all
this
medicines.
I
don't
want
to
be
on
medicine
forever
and
I
don't
want
to
have
a
hard
time
getting
off
from
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I
woke
up
this
mroning,
feel
more
sick
than
I
was
last
night,
I
think
it
has
to
do
with
the
fact
that
I
have
been
drinking
for
four
days
straight,
but
its
the
only
things
hidding
the
pain.
My
heart
hurts,
I
miss
todd
so
bad,
and
NO
ONE
can
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| By: |
LJ
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| Mood: | Don't know |
| Date: | Aug. 19, 2008 |
| OFFLINE
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I
had
to
force
myself
to
get
out
of
bed
this
morning.
I've
had
to
force
myself
to
do
everything
this
morning.
All
I
want
to
do
is
go
back
to
bed
and
sleep.
after
a
long
session
of
crying
of
course.
I
feel
so
totally
hopeless.
I
feel
like
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One
thing
I
hate
is
when
I
am
judged
just
because
of
the
way
I
look.
I
know
people
have
to
be
cautious
about
who
they
spend
there
time
with,
but
what
is
wrong
with
common
courtesy
or
respect.
It
seems
that
a
lot
of
people
just
don't
have
it
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