Am I Insane ?

By: bydevise
Mood: Frustrated
Date: Dec 06, 2013
Music: -

So I think to myself what the hell am Ithinking about? I would never.... would I ? Noo I wouldn't ever commit suicide, that's what I keep reminding myself, but what I seem to struggle with is the thought of it. Why do I think about it? Yes life doesn't seem simple enough to me anymore but it has to be more than a simple fact. I'm only 20 and it feels like the last couple of years has been 20 years on it's own. I guess I'm frustrated with my stupid thoughts and Mixed moods.

Keep well friends out there...



December 7, 2013, 1:01 am

 hi ....... this is what i think   suicide is a perminate solution to temporary problems...  there is a light at the end of the tunnel.... its not an on comming train. Be good to your self hun things will turn around   MoonWolfEagle   (Andrea) 


I shall fight in a compassionate nonjudgemental manor i chose. to live in the transmutative medicine transform and transmute the pain be all you can be to thyn own self be true......nothing changes if nothing changes things need to shift ... the rest will fall into place. miss me,, with personal assasination not into it our moccosins our ours not others judge me or others here in a way out neg way and keep on walken right on by me i will nod my head to accknowledge your exsistance me no resentments no resistance unless you try and box me in or tie me down not into that crap love all like some behaviors towards ourselfs must turn into nurturing self compassion live and let live be you say something nice to some one its not that friggen difficult yes i am me= zephyer

December 6, 2013, 3:00 pm

It's a tempting thought. Like it could all end here. The problem is, when suicide doesn't succeed, you are in worse shap than before you attempted it. Suicide is no escape, only the path which makes things worse than the already are.


Coexisting with mental illness