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Better than nothing

By: lovingannabel
Mood: Okay
Date: Feb 10, 2013
Music: None


It's actually been a while since I've been on here, which I guess could be a good thing. I didn't feel the need to find comfort. I think this might actually be the product of contentment, although I'm much too afraid to accept that. But for the first time in months, I feel... okay. I haven't cut myself in about three days and that's a new record for me. I've felt a little reckless, but I have been having fun.

Now here's the bad part. I've started taking new medication for my depression and it definitely seems to be working. However, I've been experiencing some bad side effects from it, so I really hope it dissipates. It would be such a tragedy to have finally been feeling okay and what if I can't stay on these meds because the side effects might become unbearable if they don't go away soon? I'm defnitely going to talk to my doctor about it, but I have to admit that I'm terrified that this "high" won't last very long. I can feel it wearing off already...



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February 10, 2013, 7:58 pm

Good luck!



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