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Better than nothing
It's
actually
been
a
while
since
I've
been
on
here,
which
I
guess
could
be
a
good
thing.
I
didn't
feel
the
need
to
find
comfort.
I
think
this
might
actually
be
the
product
of
contentment,
although
I'm
much
too
afraid
to
accept
that.
But
for
the
first
time
in
months,
I
feel...
okay.
I
haven't
cut
myself
in
about
three
days
and
that's
a
new
record
for
me.
I've
felt
a
little
reckless,
but
I
have
been
having
fun. Now
here's
the
bad
part.
I've
started
taking
new
medication
for
my
depression
and
it
definitely
seems
to
be
working.
However,
I've
been
experiencing
some
bad
side
effects
from
it,
so
I
really
hope
it
dissipates.
It
would
be
such
a
tragedy
to
have
finally
been
feeling
okay
and
what
if
I
can't
stay
on
these
meds
because
the
side
effects
might
become
unbearable
if
they
don't
go
away
soon?
I'm
defnitely
going
to
talk
to
my
doctor
about
it,
but
I
have
to
admit
that
I'm
terrified
that
this
"high"
won't
last
very
long.
I
can
feel
it
wearing
off
already...
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