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Dad's House

By: armovalkoinen
Mood: Angry
Date: Mar 08, 2013
Music: Nothing


Most of you have no idea what it's like to have a "creative" person for a parent. It is so frustrating, so maddening, so impossibly painful....

And I have no escape. I have no friends. I have one, I suppose, but our's is sort of a "friends with benefits" deal, and he's probably talking to some chick on the phone right now. She's probably thinner, prettier, dumber, more naive. I guess that can be some consolation-at least I'm wiser. Still, they fake their self hatred to get guys. Mine is 100% inside and inflamed.

sh*t, I don't even know what I'm talking about. All I know is that I'm so sad, so lonely, so....incapable of anything but moving my fingers to the beat of my thoughts.

Pathetic.

You know, they should have "tribe" for eating disorders. Probably worried about pro-ana chicks though. Sigh. I long for the days of underground anorexia and bulimia. That was sisterhood.



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From: Andie372
March 9, 2013, 1:07 pm
Sorry you're having such a hard time. I don't advocate friends with benefits situation, they don't cause anything but pain and regret. I don't have an eating disorder so I can't imagine what you must be going through. A lot of us here are lonely, because it's hard for people to understand what depression does to us and how we feel. Have you talked to any professionals about depression/Ed?

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