Depressed
So,
I'm
not
mad
right
now
although
I
still
am
depressed...
I
just
want
to
end
my
life
right
now
honestly.
If
it
wasn't
for
seein
gmy
boyfriend
now
and
then
I
would
have
ended
my
life
a
long
time
ago.
It's
surprising
because
I
told
myself
that
I
would
never
get
so
attached
to
a
guy
that
I
would
think
about
killing
myself
if
he
left
me.
He
hasn't
left
me
even.
My
boyfriend
is
just
forbidden
by
my
mother
to
see
me
but
my
body
is
telling
me
that
it's
the
same
thing. I
don't
feel
like
doing
anything
anymore.
I
just
feel
like
eating
and
playing
on
my
computer.
I
know
I'm
going
to
fall
behind
in
my
school
work
although
I
can't
help
it.
I
just
don't
want
to
do
the
work.
I
feel
fat
and
ugly
and
unloved.
I
didn't
even
enjoy
my
shower
tonight
becauase
I
was
so
depressed.
I
love
showers!
This
just
isn't
me
and
I
don't
like
it.
Although
not
matter
how
much
I
don't
like
it
I
can't
shake
the
feeling...
I
just
was
to
crawl
under
a
rock
and
die... *Smile*
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