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Diary of a Cipher: unbecoming of me

By: RebeccaPhoenix
Mood: Sad
Date: Feb 07, 2014
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Did it again, I lost my cool last night & now I feel too embarrassed to chat. I really do feel bad & I shouldn't have blown a fuse like that. That's the reason (one of many) why I'm afraid of making friends, I don't want to lose my cool & end up destroying any bonds that were made. No wonder people think I'm a joke, crybaby or unpleasant to deal with. I'm trying really hard to not flip out, but I feel I really messed up last night. Why don't I have any emotional intelligence? It really bothers me & it burdens my family to have to deal with it/me. Which bothers me some more. I doit to myself & no one else is to blame. I don't know why I flip out or take things too personally, all I know is that I regret it everytime & I tell myself, "No wonder people talk bad about you & avoid you." I can't trust my own emotions & I am afraid of making a fool of myself.



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February 7, 2014, 12:10 pm

i don't know what happened, but i would still come back to chat hun. we all have our days and there's gotta be room for some give and take.   don't be to hard on yourself. if you need to apologize to anyone then do that and move on.   we all make mistakes.  i hope you come back.  tc.



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From: Tehycan
February 7, 2014, 10:21 am

(((Hugs)))



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