Made Friends!

By: KellieLaLa
Mood: Happy
Date: Jan 25, 2013
Music: None

Okay i wrote a blog yesterday about my ex best friend. and how she added me on facebook, and wanted to be friends, but we reason we wasent talking is because of all the pain and hurt she made me feel, everytime we fell out she made my life complete hell. But No Matter what we would always make friends, but this time i just had enough, and we stopped speaking, i havent heard from her or seen her in a whole year. anyway

so she added me yesterday, and i just burst into tears. but no matter what she does to me. she was a massive part of my life. i have never had a friend like her before. she was more like family. and i would of really done anything for her... and i thought she felt the same, but when we dident see each other for a whole year it broke me... really did. but others was telling me, how my ex best friend has moved on. and i just felt horrible? so right. were talking on facebook. and she just acts like nothings happend. so i said to her. what about everything that happend in the past.

and she said, the past is the past. we have both grown up, lets move on?

i wanted to say, you hurt me!!!!!!!! everyday i am depressed, and crying. and all i ever wanted was for us to be friends, things cant go back to normal just like that you know,

but i never. i just said, yeah lets leave it in the past.

and today i met up with her. and i cant say how happy i felt. my best friend is back in my life! today i just could not stop laughing. it really was a good day. but now im at home alone. im thinking. has she really changed? has she really grown up? i am NOT strong enough to lose her agen!!!!! i know friends fall out at times, but. when me and her fall out, she loses it. and just dont want that to happen. i guess im just scared.. i really hope shes changed. and she will stay in my life this time.


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From: Annalee
January 26, 2013, 5:37 am

Maybe you guys just needed the time apart to realise you are actually really good friends. Friends fall out sometimes but she obviously missed you a lot if she added you again. Don't be looking too far into the future, just enjoy being friends with her and be happy! You might even end up closer than you were before! :-)


Lost in space.

January 25, 2013, 9:16 pm

 best of luck to you

i agree with heather, friendships can be complicated


It's the possibility that keeps me going, not the guarantee, a sort of wager on my part. And though you may call me a dreamer or fool or any other thing, I believe that anything is possible.