Not sure what to title this

By: its_alyson_bro
Mood: Don't know
Date: Sep 01, 2013
Music: None

This is my second account on here. I forgot my old user name so I made a new one. Because I'm at another low point in my life and I don't know what to do. So I'm just here to read forums that may or may not help me... I don't know. I tried to kill myself a few weeks ago.

***TIP: Never try to OD on pills. Someone will find you and you'll have to swallow charcoal to clean your system of the chemicals at the ER.*****



September 1, 2013, 8:07 pm

 Thank you , Nancy. It means a lot that some I've never even met cares.



From: MNcamper
September 1, 2013, 3:39 am
Welcome back Aly. It's a rough road you've been down. I am sorry to hear of your distress but am glad that you are here with us again. It's hard when you remember what you went through but what's important now Is to be diligently honest...first with yourself and then the doctors and therapist(s) I hope you have. One thing I think a lot of us didn't realize early on was that we have a choice who our providers are. So, as the cliche says, try, try again until you find who you can work with the best...especially a therapist--like one that might be able to trust enough to let him/her know those suicidal plans before you carry them out. Best of luck to you Aly. Keep blogging so we can keep an eye on you (j/k) and don't forget to ask for help when you need to! Take good care. --Nancy


'Depression is also a form of fear, and at its deepest, it is also paralytic. It is as useless to ask a person immobilized by depression to summon the power of will as it is to bug a dance of a corpse.' Paul Gruchow, 'Letters to a Young Madman: A Memoir'