Search For Sex

By: Sean
Mood: Disappointed
Date: Mar 08, 2013
Music: None

Today I was supposed to hook up with this guy I met on a website, but he stood me up. I was sooooo excited and nervous, and now I feel like it was for nothing. I was so pissed at him, and sadness cane after. I thought about cutting but I pushed it out of my mind. I've been so anxious lately it's been interfering with other things, and it's because I'm looking for sex. Today was perfect for me to hook up; I had an excuse to leave my house and I'm going out if town so I want to loose my virginity before I leave. I have an excuse to leave tomorrow too now so going to keep searching for someone, I'm not giving up until I am no longer a virgin. There's still three other guys that want to be with me so I am going to try to go with one of them tomorrow.

The only reason why I'm doing this is because most gay guys my age have had sex at a younger age then me, and I wish with all my heart I could've done that too. I'm sick of being a virgin at 21, I feel like such a loser.


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March 11, 2013, 4:15 pm

 There is nothing wrong with being a virgin in your 20s. Trust me, having sex at a young age just gives you more years to regret your choices in people you've been intimate with. It's much better to wait until you find someone that deserves your intimacy instead of wasting your time on a rustle in the sack with someone who sees you as a plaything. 



From: anonymus
March 8, 2013, 9:24 pm
F&*k sake I'm a 30 old virgin due to having chronic severe depression from the age of 15 which completely killed of whatever desire I had left by the time I was 19 and how been without those feelings only up till recently because I now have healthy levels of dopamine again. Ain't all about sex try finding a real relationship.