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It's over now...
I
don't
know
what
to
say.
All
the
happiness
in
my
life
has
seemed
to
disappear
in
the
space
of
a
whole
day.
The
man
I
love
and
I
broke
up
today...it
hurts
me
so
much.
I
thought
we
would
be
ok
after
our
last
fight,
but
he
said
he
was
afraid
he
couldn't
devote
the
time
I
needed
to
me.
He
said
we
would
do
better
apart,
so
we
could
focus
on
ourselves.
No
matter
how
hard
I
begged
I
couldn't
make
him
stay
with
me.
My
heart
feels
like
it's
turning
to
stone
and
eroding
away.
My
days
look
bleak
without
him.
He
was
my
sunshine,
my
smile,
my
entire
being.
He
told
me
to
be
strong,
but
I
don't
know
how.
I
know
I
must
be.
He
said
we
didn't
have
to
be
apart
forever,
but
I
don't
want
to
be
apart
at
all.
I
was
going
to
change,
I
was
going
to
get
a
job
and
try
to
get
into
a
four
year
college
and
be
more
active,
but
it
wasn't
enough.
My
love
wasn't
enough.
In
the
end,
I
lost
him.
It
will
take
everything
I
have
to
not
hurt
myself,
just
as
it
will
take
everything
I
have
to
go
on,
to
live
my
life
like
he
wants
me
to.
I
wanted
to
live
my
life
with
him.
I
thought
we
both
could
be
happy
with
each
other
and
doing
what
we
love.
But
it
wasn't
enough.
Right
now
I
wish,
I
pray,
we
will
call
and
tell
me
he
was
wrong
and
that
he
was
sorry
and
that
he
wants
me
back.
In
my
heart
I
know
this
won't
happen,
but
I
wish
it
would.
I
wish
I
could
rewind
the
last
few
weeks
and
start
over
again.
I
wish
I
could
still
hold
him
and
kiss
him
and
sing
to
him
and
sleep
next
to
him.
Now
all
that
I
loved
is
gone.
All
that
I
cherished
has
been
taken
away
from
me.
I
know
I
can't
be
angry;
this
is
what
he
wants.
If
this
is
what
it
will
take
for
him
to
happy,
then
I
will
bear
it.
I
would
bear
all
of
hell
for
him.
For
now,
I
must
struggle
on
alone
and
heartbroken.
For
now...
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