It
was
a
crappy
day
today,
everything
went
wrong
and
there
was
nothing
I
could
do
about
it.
I’ve
been
telling
myself
that
things
have
been
meant
to
be,
but
I’m
starting
to
think
that
I’ve
only
said
it
to
make
it
through
my
day.
I
hope
not.
I’m
just
lonely
and
running
out
of
patience
for
change.
But
I
don’t
have
the
will
to
fight
at
the
moment,
I
just
want
to
slip
away
into
sweet
unconsciousness
and
hope
the
nightmares
don’t
come
again.