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Cheated On...It's Over!!!!!
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By:
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not_alone
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Mood:
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Angry
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Date:
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Aug 31, 2008
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Music:
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me
and
my
husband
are
truly
over.
i
believe
i
have
found
evidence
of
him
cheating
on
me.
i
was
over
to
his
house
yesterday
to
drop
off
mail
(he
was
not
there)
and
i
still
have
a
key
to
get
in.
actually
it
is
my
house
too
because
i
am
on
the
deed.
i
have
confronted
him
about
it
and
of
course
he
skirts
around
the
questions
and
will
not
answer
them.
he
just
tries
to
get
the
topic
on
something
else.
since
he
has
been
back
from
afghanistan
we
have
not
seen
each
other.
nor
have
we
had
sex
in
3
months.
and
this
is
not
by
my
choice,
he
is
the
one
that
was
apprehensive
about
sleeping
with
me.
his
whole
attitude
was
a
"red
flag"
also
and
why
i
thought
he
was
cheating
on
me
awhile
ago.
plus,
he
doesn't
respect
me.
you
know,
we
had
agreed
not
to
see
anyone
else
or
sleep
with
anyone
else
while
we
were
separated.
he
made
that
promise
to
me
when
we
first
separated.
not
to
mention
when
you
marry
someone
you
make
a
vow
to
your
spouse
and
god
that
you
will
be
faithful,
etc.
nothing
means
anything
to
anyone
now
a
days.
where
is
the
real
commitment?
i
feel
like
after
this
marriage,
and
it
is
my
second,
that
i
will
never
get
married
again.
personally
i
do
not
want
to.
i
am
tired
of
men
and
their
games.
he
was
so
sweet
in
the
beginning
(almost
too
sweet).
this
was
also
a
little
concerning,
however
i
tried
to
give
him
the
benefit
of
the
doubt.
it
is
hard
for
me
to
trust
people
anyway.
he
treated
me
well
compared
to
most
men
i've
been
with.
it
will
take
me
a
long
time
to
open
up
to
another
man.
i
do
not
want
to
have
to
go
through
this
again.
once
i
tear
down
my
wall
and
let
someone
in
they
destroy
my
trust
and
i
have
to
build
the
wall
up
again.
i
never
cheated
on
my
husband.
did
i
think
about
seeing
other
men?
yes,
however
every
time
i
felt
like
this
i
remembered
my
vows
to
him
and
how
i
would
feel
if
it
was
done
to
me.
he
can't
even
be
honest
with
me!!!!
what
a
coward!!!!
this
time
i
have
learned
my
lesson
for
good.
i
consider
myself
i
nice
person.
i
am
not
perfect
by
any
means.
i
have
said
some
things
to
him
that
were
mean
in
the
past
and
i
have
apologized
for
them.
however,
i
wouldn't
do
what
he
has
done
to
me.
my
trust
is
completely
gone
and
i
need
to
proceed
on
with
my
life.
it
will
take
time
but
i
will
get
through
this.
right
now
i
feel
so
low,
cheated,
disgraced,
demoralized,
and
like
an
invalid.
i
feel
like
no
one
loves
me
or
respects
me.
besides
this
i
have
been
feeling
physically
ill.
it
seems
like
one
thing
after
another
with
my
life.
nothing
can
ever
just
be
"good
or
happy."
i
want
it
that
way.
i
want
to
feel
physically
well
and
mentally
sound.
i
am
32
years
old
and
feel
like
i
am
60.
i
shouldn't
feel
this
way.
i
am
trying
to
better
myself
through
going
to
my
psychologist,
psychiatrist,
group,
and
am
going
to
get
my
master's
degree.
plus,
i
try
to
go
to
the
doctor
whenever
my
body
is
telling
me
something
is
wrong.
but
when
is
it
going
to
get
better?
i
pray
and
pray
but
nothing
to
work.
i
feel
like
god
has
given
up
on
me.
my
whole
life
has
been
turmoil
and
strife.
why
is
it
that
some
good
people
have
had
sh*tty
lives?
and
there
are
some
bad
people
that
have
great
lives.
i
don't
understand.
maybe
there
really
isn't
a
god?
it
could
be
something
just
to
believe
in?
everyone
needs
something
to
believe
in
or
there
would
be
no
purpose
to
being
alive.
right?
sorry
that
i
have
not
been
writing
lately.
i
haven't
been
feeling
all
that
great.
i
hope
you
understand.
i
don't
know
if
i
can
take
this
anymore.
i
keep
on
living
because
of
my
son.
if
i
didn't
have
him
i
probably
wouldn't
be
here.
believe
me
there
are
days
to
where
i
feel
like
i
can't
go
on.
but
i
keep
pressing
on.
**hugs**
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