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THE LESSON NOT LEARNED
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By:
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thumper
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Mood:
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Other
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Date:
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Sep 13, 2008
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Music:
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None
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you
know
if
i
had
killed
myself
back
in
high
school
the
way
i
wanted
to
instead
of
listening
to
all
the
counselors
and
other
idiots
who
kept
telling
me
life
was
worth
living
i
wouldnt
be
going
thru
all
this
crap
now...i
wouldnt
have
gotten
married
and
spent
13
years
with
someone
who
didnt
care
whether
i
came
home
or
not
and
who
made
me
feel
more
alone
when
i
was
with
her...i
wouldnt
have
worked
my
ass
off
for
jobs
that
didnt
give
a
rats
ass
about
how
hard
i
tried
for
them....i
wouldnt
have
had
to
feel
like
a
loser
all
these
years...i
wouldnt
have
had
to
deal
with
all
the
hopes
that
meant
so
much
to
me
and
just
ended
up
being
broken
at
my
feet
while
i
watched....i
wouldnt
have
worried
what
to
say
to
my
kids
or
how
to
make
it
easier
for
them
when
i
put
that
bullet
in
my
head....i
wouldnt
have
had
to
feel
so
hopeless...so
lost...that
no
matter
what
anyone
tells
me...no
matter
how
bright
a
picture
they
paint...i
realize
it
really
isnt
going
to
get
any
better...its
never
going
to
work
out...and
the
proof
of
my
worthlessness
is
the
fact
ive
held
on
this
long
when
all
the
evidence
proved
otherwise....i'm
so
f@cking
stupid....
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