Depression

lol, u guys are great, thanks

in answer, Hugs too. miss you morningstar, it's been a while since we caught up.
I can't go back to my old therepist unfortunatly, if it had bee up to me I never would have left (see previous blogg on my profile page) he's a university therepist. I graduate I leave him. (its funny though, it feel more like he left me)
I am even considering not continuing with therepy unless i can find someone I feel more comfortable with. though I know this would not be good for me, and David (previous therepist)) would disapprove.

I frequent;ly do go up to my room and leave my flat mates alone, for a while there was just the two of us, and she told one of our mutual friends that she felt lonely because of my dismissive behavour. i felt so bad because i felt irritable around her and snapped her tottally unreasonably, so i felt so guilty that i thought it was best for everyone concerned if i took myself away to my room. but when i'm in the living room and I hear her key in the door, i feel this rising anger/irritation at her presence.

thats not normal right?

p.s Juliette, thanks. I'm sorry I've been so distant, but tbh its the same feeling, i just don't want anyone near me. but i do often think of you. hope all is well with you

I am here when you want to talk and  when you dont want to talk. I understand the ebb and flow of  emotions in depression.

take care of yourself.

Love from Juliet x

Can u go back to ur old therapist,I understand about being around ppl,is there anyway u can like go to your room to be away frm them forawhile,or maybe you can explain that u really need some alone time.Sometimes I feel this way to!! Good LUck!

hugs