She is nothing!
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By:
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Captain
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Mood:
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Tired
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Date:
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Oct 06, 2008
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Music:
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stone temple pilots
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Forget
about
the
girl!
She
is
nothing!
That
is
all
i
need
to
tell
myself
today.
I
have
been
feeling
extreamly
jealous
over
someone
my
boyfriend
is
talking
to.
"We
are
only
friends"
he
tells
me.
And
I
believe
him.
Its
just
sometimes
my
insecureties
come
out
and
i
feel
jealous.
And
Jealousy
is
a
very
ugly
emotion.
I
hate
being
jealous
and
i
hate
what
else
it
leads
me
to
feel.
I
know
that
my
boyfriend
would
never
betray
me
in
such
a
way.
He
is
a
direct,
honesty
is
the
best
policy
type
of
person.
He
would
tell
me
he
doesn't
want
to
be
with
me
anymore
rather
than
go
behind
my
back.
And
still
I
become
jealous.
I
feel
like
he
must
like
her
more
than
me,
which
I
know
is
rediculous
because
if
that
was
true
he
would
be
with
her
and
not
me.
I
just
can't
seem
to
stop
this
train
of
thought.
Its
distructive.
These
thoughts
contribute
largly
to
my
depression.
I
would
like
these
self
distructive
thoughts
to
quit.I
feel
like
maybe
if
I
could
start
to
fix
one
part
of
the
reason
I
am
depressed
than
maybe
the
other
parts
would
be
eaiser
to
try
to
fix.
But
trying
to
fix
that
one
part
is
hard.
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