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13th October 2008

By: willow
Mood: Other
Date: Oct 13, 2008
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Just got in from work.

Have been sent home becuase I threw up in a bin, so classy lol.

Yesterday i did something i'm proud of even though it hurts so so so much, Ollie rang me up for a friendly chat and i realised that i couldnt be just his friend. Everytime we met up we ended up in bed together so i thought, its all or nothing. I had a chat with him and he told me he still loves me as much as he ever did its just not our time and he cant be with me like that. So we went our separite ways. Ive deleted all contact with him instead of giving him the option of getting in touch. Never say never cause no one knows what the future holds but it really is over.

Some gave me some great advice earlier. When a relationship ends, it only finishes when you tell YOURSELF its over.. and i think i finally have done

:)

I may need help restraining myself from contacting him.... or maybe not cause i think i may have my head in the toilet!

lol

hope everyone is well!

 

 

 



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From: CrystalB
Oct 13, 2008, 11:09 am

Willow,

Every time you feel the urge to call him, contact someone else instead. When I broke up with D I had such an urge to talk to him, but usually after calling someone else first, I'd lose the urge. Or pop into the chat room, or send someone an email or write a blog. And I'm always happy to chat with you.

Someone on here once told me that I shouldn't talk to D until he doesn't matter to me anymore. Only then can we start to be friends. Hard advice to follow, but good I think.

Congrats on ending it with Ollie! You know you've done the right thing. Only now can you heal and move on.

Crystal



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From: mart9012
Oct 13, 2008, 07:14 am

Yay for moooooving on.

Standing up for yourself and directing your own future is always a good thing.

Now just leave the nutella alone... and stop assaulting bins.. jeez

~mart xxxxxxxxxxxxx



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Oct 13, 2008, 06:51 am

When you grow weary of the toilet we will be here and still listening.



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