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Came to my rescue

By: cheerfulrainstorm
Mood: Other
Date: Jul 20, 2007
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Hey, right now I'm feeling rather excited. I can't wait till tomorrow when I can see Brandon! I talked to him on the phone last night and it was great. See, Brandon has Type 1 diabetes, bipolar disorder, and other health problems so he doesn't feel well some of the time. So I told him that I had been worrying about him. And he said he was somewhat surprised since no one usually worries about him. So I said that I worry about him because when I care about someone then their problems become mine. He said so that means you care about me? And then I said yes and so he said he was glad that the feelings were mutual since he cares about me too! I was like aww, that's so sweet! I felt so special at that moment. He's taking me to this fancy movie theater tomorrow night that I've never been to before to see the latest Harry Potter movie and I am just filled with excitement. I'm even trying to hurry up and pass the time so it will be tomorrow night as soon as possible, LOL I really hope that tomorrow will be the night that he will ask me to be his girlfriend. I feel like it will I've just never felt like this before. I mean we're not even in a relationship YET and I already feel like I have a lot of strong feelings for him and he feels the same about me. I've never met anyone other than online who has had the same hard times as me and who has emotional problems like me. He understands all my weird, little quirks of my mental issues. He doesn't even care if I'm paranoid and I ask him the same question numerous times to make sure he's sincere, LOL So far he seems like a keeper! I definitely still have my bad moments with these mental issues, but at times I just feel really happy for once and that's because of him. He came to my rescue and has convinced me to stop my self-harm issue of depriving myself of food. I used to deprive myself of food sometimes to hurt myself, but then I promised him I would try to change since he said he was worried about me and ever since I've made that promise, I've been eating more and taking better care of myself! He told me he was proud of me and it meant a lot. I'm proud of myself too! Well everyone, as always wish me luck on my date tomorrow! Everyone, thanks so much for your support and encouragement! It means more than you'll ever know!


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From: verarose
Jul 22, 2007, 06:25 pm
Well how did youre date go?? I'm so happy to hear someone is feeling good and happy!~!~ Hope everything went as wonderfull as you are"""""

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Jul 21, 2007, 01:24 am
Awww, that sounds really sweet the way you two are like with each other. =) I'm glad that you're happy and taking better care of yourself. Good luck on your date!

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