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Broke

By: razzeled
Mood: Sad
Date: Dec 23, 2007
Music: none


It's Christmas and I thoroughly believe it to be about our Savoir. And I should'nt dow't by the feelings I have, express as much. But I can't give anything this year to anyone, not even to myself,  I barely have food, but enough not to starve, so I say that alone is a blessing. I maintain in my mind that, for Christmas, Christ will come anyway even if I don't buy anything. But it is so Ironic what you allow your self to get use too. Would't be so bad if I could cook Christmas diner. But not this Year!  This year for sure is about survival, And I realize there are so many more people less fortunate than myself.  Because I do have a roof over my head, anyway for now.  Well I am not happy with the self pity trip but glad to get it off my chest.  Thanks  for being out there.  Have a Merry Christmas.


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Dec 23, 2007, 10:13 pm

It sounds like you are feeling guilty about being in this situation and helpless against it. Bt that you are trying to remain positive and optimistic about how it will turn out by turning to your faith. You are also putting things into perspective by being thankful for what you do have.

This year I made a lot of my gifts. I made earings and a treasure box for my daughter that I decorated with gold sparkles and filled with pine cones,marbles,stones,oak leaves,shells. I think she is going to love it. I am going to make some cookies tomorrow with her.

Do you have any friends or family that you can call who may be in the same boat? I will be going over to a friends for christmas day just to hang out. Nothing fancy but we'll share what we have and try to make it as special as possible.

I will be thinking of you and hoping you will reach out and not spend christmas alone.

"it don't cost a thing to smile, you don't have to pay to laugh you better thank god for that!"



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