X mas cheer
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By:
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Reanne_1
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Mood:
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Lonely
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Date:
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Dec 27, 2007
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Music:
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None
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If
This
year
was
supposed
to
restore
my
faith
in
christmas
it
failed
misserably.
In
fact
i
think
this
was
possibly
worst
ever.
Lonely
day
bf
asleep
and
then
moody
when
i
manage
to
wake
him
up
i
didnt
even
want
turkey
and
yet
i
slave
away
for
him
and
he
doesnt
give
a
sh*t.
He
doesn't
even
eat
it.
I
was
out
as
well
and
i
got
up
feeling
like
sh*t.
He
invites
his
mates
round
and
gos
on
as
if
i
am
in
the
wrong
for
being
down.
"Are
you
going
to
cheer
up
"
bastard. He
goes
out
and
i
burst
into
tears.
Crieing
on
christmas
day. 30
mins
later
he
returns
and
i
put
on
a
brave
face
and
just
stay
away
from
him. I
held
out
untill
midnight,
and
then
had
to
go
and
snuggle
up
with
my
fav
teddy. 30
mins
went
by
till
he
came
up
to
see
if
i
was
ok.
I
told
him
how
much
he
had
hurt
me.
How
i
cried
and
ached
in
side
. He
knew
how
hard
this
day
was
for
me
any
way. He
appologised.
"Aren't
you
a
softie" No
i
am
not
you
were
just
a
cunt.
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