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I think we have an emergency
I'm
really
freaking
out
here.
I
went
to
my
therapist
appointment
so
excited
to
talk
to
someone
when
I
find
out
that
she
canceled
and
tried
to
call
me
but
I
didn't
get
the
message.
Now
I'm
totally
f@cked
because
I'm
home
alone
and
crying
and
freaking
out
with
no
one
to
talk
to
and
I'm
not
sure
how
much
I
can
take.
I
took
my
meds
and
ate
breakfast
and
took a
shower
but
I
still
feel
lifeless.
I
know
I
need
to
go
to
class
today
but
all
I
can
think
of
right
now
is
how
depressed
and
dead
I
feel.
I
emailed
my
psychiatrist
so
hopefully
she'll
be
able
to
call
me
sometime
today,
or
schedule
me
in
for
an
earlier
appointment.
My
god,
how
did
things
come
to
this?
How
could
I
let
this
happen?
I
just
want
to
sleep
the
rest
of
my
life
away,
and
wake
up
in
his
arms
in
heaven... I
think
back
on
all
our
happy
memories
and
all
the
time
I've
spent
with
mike
and
tears
come
pouring
out
because
I
know
I've
lost
them
forever.
Even
though
we're
still
together
I
feel
like
it's
all
coming
to
an
end
and
I
don't
think
I
can
survive
without
him.
He's
made
me
the
happiest
I've
ever
been
in
a
long
long
time
and
I
love
him
to
death
but
both
our
lives
are
hectic
and
I
don't
know
how
much
longer
we
can
stand
each
other's
problems.
He's
helped
me
so
much
with
mine
and
helped
me
to
believe
in
myself
and
now
I
feel
my
heart
breaking
and
my
hopes
fading
and
I
just
want
things
to
go
back
to
the
way
they
were.
I
wish
I
could
fix
everything
I've
broken,
I
wish
I
could
put
back
the
pieces
of
my
life
and
go
back
to
normal.
I
wish...
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