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crying softly

By: TessErin
Mood: Sad
Date: Oct 02, 2013
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For the hundredth time today, I have found a reason to break down. My English professor sent me a very nice email...maybe I did do things too fast but I can't go back now. Things are already rolling in that direction. Even if I wanted to take it all back, it wouldn't do me much good. I just wish things could have happened a little faster: ie moving out and going home. If I had sleep medications, I'd take them and sleep until tomorrow but alas, that would surely prolong my going home.
My English teacher quoted David Copperfield's aunt, Miss Betsy. She is known for the phrase, "Janet! Donkeys!" She is obsessed with keeping donkeys off of her lawn. My English professor said,"Keep the donkeys off your lawn--Aunt Betsy would want it that way." God that just shows me how much they do care. And shows me how much I moved too fast. But like so many times in my life, I'm finding I can only go forward. I hope in the long run, something good will come from my decision.
It also appears I am stuck in my room until tomorrow, my key (card) doesn't work anymore. Oh well that'll force me to pack or clean.
Tom Petty's Leaning to Fly is playing now....kind of weird



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October 2, 2013, 10:41 pm

All will be well. You did not close the door to your education permanently. Have courage and fortitude and believe that all will be better sooner or later.

 

 

 

 

 



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From: gomizzou
October 2, 2013, 5:43 pm

Hang in there and stay strong,



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May we all find our way--God knows we've earned the right. 2. 'If you're going through Hell, keep on going.' --Winston Churchill
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