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Needing to Vent
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By:
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Raebart
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Mood:
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Frustrated
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Date:
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Sep 16, 2010
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Music:
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None
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I've
never
done
this
before.
Thought
it
would
be
easy....so
wrong.
Not
only
did
it
take
forever
to
find
a
place
to
blog
but
it
took
forever
to
just
get
where
I
am.
I
so
needed
someplace
to
just
let
loose
and
say
what
I
was
feeling.
Frustrated,
angry,
sad,
disappointed,
misunderstood
and
most
of
all
disgusted.
I
am
normally
an
optimistic
person.
As
a
matter
of
fact,
I
usually
have
no
patience
for
people
who
are
negative
but
tonight
for
some
reason
I
just
want
to
be
a
whiney
little
snot.
But
I
just
realized
that
I
am
too
tired
to
rant
and
rave.
It
took
too
long
just
to
find
someplace
that
I
could
type
out
what
I
was
feeling.
So
now
I
am
just
tired
and
extremely
sad.
This
so
sucks.
My
heart
goes
out
to
all
those
that
just
feel
alone
like
no
one
understands.
You
know
what,
it
is
quite
possible
that
those
around
you
don't.
But
there
are
those
of
us
who
do
know
what
it's
like
to
be
in
a
room
full
of
people
and
still
be
alone.
To
ponder
the
need
to
see
another
day.
To
force
a
smile
and
say
you're
ok
one
more
time
although
you
feel
like
you
could
just
explode
from
all
the
pent
up
frustration.
The
need
to
talk
yourself
down
to
an
ok
place.
To
look
in
the
mirror
and
try
and
convince
yourself
you
are
like
everyone
else
and
it
will
all
get
better.
I
have
been
down
this
road
so
many
times
it
should
probably
be
named
after
me.
But
to
those
of
you
that
may
actually
find
this
and
read
it,
you
really
aren't
alone.
I
am
here
and
so
are
so
many.
Just
putting
some
of
my
thoughts
down
really
does
help.
So
fake
that
smile
one
more
time
and
go
forward
because
if
I
have
learned
anything
it's
this:
Today
may
suck
but
tomorrow may
shine.
There
really
are
silver
linings
to
those
clouds
and
somewhere
over
that
rainbow
dreams
do
come
true.
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