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At first I didn't write much about myself because I wanted to get comfortable with being here. I have bipolar disorder and anxiety disorder. I have been fighting the good fight for approx. 20 years now. I've only been stable for the past five years thanks to medication and my shrink and my therapist. I still have bad days and feel lonely most of the time because my husband works nights. I have lost my Mom and my son because they can't handle the fact that I have bipolar disorder. By losing my son, I also lost my grandson, which devistated me. But I am hopeful things will work out someday. I have tried to take my life a few times. Have been in hospitals off and on for the past ten years. It took them 10 years to properly diagnose me. Because I am so lonely I wanted to get with people who are experiencing the same things I do and I have found them here. the DT has really made a difference in my life. I have friends here that are awesome and are always here for me which is something I didn't have. I have lost most of my friends over the years because when people get too close I tend to push them away. I do love people though and think I am a good person. But am so sick of my family looking at me as an illness instead of a person. I am currently going to an online college to get my Associates Degree in Education so I can become a elementary substitute teacher. I'm doing really well so far and just pray that I can keep it up. I want to be a substitue teacher because I love kids and really think I can make a difference in their lives,it is also part time work.I can't work full time anymore. I did work full time for over 20 years in the Mortgage Banking business but was just to stressful so I had to stop working. So it has been hard for me to be on disability. But I think substitute teaching will work out great for me. I am a full time student so I will have my degree in a little over 2 years so that will give me time to prepare myself for the future. The future is all I have, the past cannot be changed, so I just keep moving forward. That's the best I can do. God Bless Everyone!!
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Judgemental people,people who hate animals.Family members and/or close friends who don't bother to educate themselves on Bipolar Disorder but use it against me whenever it suits them. Sometimes I dislike being alone, and other times I don't want to be bothered and want to be left alone.
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