Depression

I'm 41yrs old and my 2nd marriage has just broken down, i have 3 kids at home 8yrs,11yrs,18yrs. I have suffered from major Depression for 13yrs and it is getting harder and harder to cope with life. I'm in a place (mentally) that i hate and don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing, i have no family around me and only 2 ppl i can talk to and they work and i hate asking for help. I am DESPERATE FOR HAPPINESS.

MY UPDATE: Well all is actually going really well, My husband and i are finally back together, my husband is trying to understand my depression and has been very understanding and supportive of me and my illness. Life is actually looking good for the first time in a long time.

Being with my friends and family. BBQ's, V8's

being hurt,

all sorts

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