Depression

ex wild child, urban hippy chick, 37, broken hearted due to my fiancee breaking up with me.. my soulmate and love of my life.. not coping well .. i blossom with love and wilt with rejection.

Am struggling with ptsd/ depression also chronic illness(m.e. and thyroid diasease) which is crap cos im really driven and dont like the isolation and lonliness of being ill!
would much rather be out there doin my thing!
http://www.youtube.com/landofhealth

here's the youtube vids i've made

spring blossom, sunsets,, summer, flowers, nature, cats, tatoos, changing my hair colour, , talking til the early hours, putting the world to right

meat, cruelty, head games, my illnessess.. m.e./ cfs, throid disease, depression, ptsd, bpd.

acoustic emotional stuff.. beth orton, evanaessence, tracey chapman, everything but the girl, lamb, tori amos, pj harvey

self helpy books/ new agey books

requiem for a dream, anything by david lynch
especially mullohand drive and twin peaks,
quirky films, comedies and indie movies.. too many to name!

kickboxing, yoga, pilates,swimming, watching movies, talking, playing like a child, healing, alternative therapies, new agey things.

Disablility	Borderline Personality Support
Yoga / Namaste	trauma and abuce