I have struggled with depression for many years, but the past year and a half have been the worst. I am a very sensitive person, with much love to give and have recently had my heart broken. I hate that i have such a hard time picking myself back up and getting over things. When i love, i love deeply, when i hurt, i hurt even deeper!
On this journey of recovery i am learning to love myself, and be the best person i can be. It's hard,..i am my worst enemy. I have very low self esteem which stems from being abandoned as a child. I am working on enjoying the good things in my life (which are many!!!) and not letting the hurt destroy me! I have been a christian for many years, but after this major hurt in my life i turned away from Him,....i became so depressed and bitter. Its a battle each day,...but its one i believe i will win! I recently had a cancer scare, but thank God i dont have it and ive decieded to love and live my life no matter who stays with me or who leaves!~
There is no use trying, said Alice; one can't believe impossible things. I dare say you haven't had much practice, said the Queen. When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.
