hello vic! it was so good to hear from you.please,you dont ever have to apologize for not being around.i know what your going thru and i understand.it is very dishearting when it comes to trusting people because we are so often let down.i am careful.i know who the good people are and i also know who my real friends are..you being one of them no matter how often you get on here.i will always be here for you.about being myself..its the only way to be.i wish i could post more "out there" in front of the whole tribe..but i cant.for now i will continue using my bulletin to let my friends in and to show them who i am..this is my comfort zone and its working for me..as you can probably see,lol.take care of yourself and your wife.remember i am here for you.lots of love and hugs my dear friend,linda
thanks for your comment sorry to hear that you also lost your brother to suicide also, yes its hard at times I miss my brother such a lot my therapist thinks that I should be angry with him fof taking his own life but I just dont feel angry at him how do you feel about this If you dont mind me asking, you asked me if I take meds for my depression yes I do I take the antidepressant called sertraline they do help a little and they also help with me anxiety. I was taking cilatopram befor they really helped but I got a reaction to them and got an attack of hives so had to come off them. any way take care for now stella
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I have a black dog, its called depression, it follows me around, I own It, It dos'nt own me