Im a teacher; a student. I'm a child. I'm an adult.
I'm a role model. I'm a giver; a taker.
I am human.
Who am I?
I'm who you've always wanted me to be.
I'm the honor roll student; the one to make the Dean's List. I'm the girl who held a killer serve to win an almost lost, game-point, volleyball game, back in middle school. I'm the daughter who traveled back and forth between divorced parents to please them both; living a split life. I'm the one who never smoked, drank, or did anything to let you down. I'm the one who went onto college. I'm the girl who worked a full time job while taking full time courses, to pay for all those credits on my own, without help from you. I am the responsible one. I'm the one you could always count on to doing the right thing, at the right time, just right.
I am who you wanted me to be. I am who I am.
But I am not me.
I don't know who me is.
I know what I am and who I am. I look into the mirror and see the familiar face, notice who I've become, but I don't really know that girl. I don't know what she wants or what she needs. I don't think I ever really have. She's a stranger to me. Yet, someone I know very well.
She's someone I hate. I hate all her accomplishments; I hate how perfect she is.
I hate her.
Because you love her. You love that image. You love what I've become. But do you love me?
If I wasn't so perfect, so able to exceed all your expectations, would I still be worth your love? Would you still see her as your daddy's little girl; mother's best friend? Would she still be the favorite grandchild? The one you think and worry about during the day and pray for at night? Am I really worth all of this, or just because of what and who I am, I've earned the love and respect and trust you've given me?
Do you love me?
Or just who and what I am?
How can you love me? When I don't even know who me is.
The Pact, Memiors of a Geisha, Something Borrowed, A Boy Called IT, The Lost Boy, A Man named Dave, Mercy, Harvesting the Heart, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Midnight Sun, Hard To Handle, Jude's Law, My Sister's Keeper
MOVIES
ORIGINAL SIN, Lucky # Slevin, The Phantom of the Opera, Rent, WIMBLDON, PROOF, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, How to Lose a Guy in 10 days, Saw I, Saw II, Saw III, Saw IV, Saw V, Kungfoo Hustle, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, House of Flying Daggers, V for Vendetta, CENTER STAGE, 300, Babel, Letter from Iwo Jima, Knocked up, ACROSS THE UNIVERSE, Sweeney Todd, Juno, SuperBad, THE ORPHANAGE, Forgetting Sarah Marshall, 21, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantamano Bay, ENCHANTED, Camp Rock, American Mall, Ironman, Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants, Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants 2, Bridewars, The Uninvited, The Proposal, RESIDENT EVIL
