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Eller74
"I don’t know if I’m getting better or just used to the pain."
My URL: http://www.depressiontribe.com/eller74

JOB: N/A
SMOKE: Yes
DRINK: Yes
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
MEMBER SINCE: January 7, 2012
POINTS: [ 2710 ]
GENDER: Female
LOCATION: North Carolina, United States
AGE: 39
VIEWS: 2715
STAR SIGN: Libra
LAST LOGIN: 06.28.13




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First and foremost my toy poodle (SANDY)RIP,May 3 1996/May 6 2012,computers,The sound of a heavy thunderstorms,Laying around, talking, cuddling, and laughing with good friend,the smell of gardenia, my friends who I adore and who have touched my life in various ways,Reading and writing poetry,Being up late at night,people who accept me as I am without any questions,Mt.Dew,Relaxation music,Riding around/Traveling,Gummy candies,Horror/Thriller Movies,Walks along quiet paths,Making people smilesandy
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Liars,cheats,dishonest people,vengeful,mean,depression,fake people and Fake friendships,hurtful,Unfaithfulness,my scars on my body,my self
image.Snakes,heights,Immaturity,Bastards who say they'll call you, yet never figure out how to operate a telephone.People who borrow, yet never return,people who discredit my mental illness,and cold weather




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From: Eric0620
August 1, 2014, 10:09 pm
Wow! It's been over a year since you've been on here last. Love you, hon, and hope you're doing ok. ((((((((((Elizabeth))))))))))

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My life is a mistake and I am alive against my will.
We are only as sick as our secrets.
Depression is the second silent killer.
'But all the vacancy the words revealed is the only real thing that I've got left to feel' - Linkin Park, Somewhere I Belong
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November 2, 2013, 11:08 pm
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 photo inkpotimage_zps4f627791.gifThe moving finger, having writ moves on. All your piety Nor wit cancel half a line Nor all yours Tears wash a word of it.Omar Khayyam
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September 10, 2013, 1:52 am
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 photo inkpotimage_zps4f627791.gifThe moving finger, having writ moves on. All your piety Nor wit cancel half a line Nor all yours Tears wash a word of it.Omar Khayyam
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September 4, 2013, 2:59 am
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 photo inkpotimage_zps4f627791.gifThe moving finger, having writ moves on. All your piety Nor wit cancel half a line Nor all yours Tears wash a word of it.Omar Khayyam
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May 21, 2013, 10:27 am
Morning Eller ~ hope you have a good day and that you're feeling decent. I'm not doing so well myself right now, but it will pass I know. Take care.
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Learning to be grateful while existing with illness
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Every day is flowing
Into another
Going
Who knows where?
Who knows where?
Who knows where my life will lead?
Who is this person I call me?

Every day I’m going
Into the day not knowing
What kind of day
The day will be

Every day I’m going
Into the day not knowing
What will I do?
Who is this person I call me?

Will I feel glory?
Will the day be boring?
Will it be all doing chores?
Will I, just once, touch the stars?
Will I be too scared?
will I, just once, dare?
What is there to do?
When I’m not bored, I’m scared
Or I’m confused

What kind of day
Will this day be?
What will I do?
Who is this person I call me?

Every day I’m going
Into the day not knowing
What kind of day
This day will be
I dream of glory
Like in a story
What will I do?
What will be my story?
Who will I be?
This person I call me

Every day is flowing
Into another
Going
Who knows where?
Who knows where?
Who knows where my life will lead?
Who is this person I call me?


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:ELIZABETH
Birthday:OCTOBER 2
Birthplace:NORTH CAROLINA
Current Location:NORTH CAROLINA
Eye Color:HAZEL
Hair Color:BROWN
Height:5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:BOTH
The Shoes You Wore Today:BAREFOOT
Your Weakness:ALCOHOL
Your Fears:HEIGHTS
Your Perfect Pizza:MUSHROOMS&EXTRA CHEESE
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:FIND A NEW HOUSE
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:WTF
Thoughts First Waking Up:ANOTHER DAY
Your Best Physical Feature:SMILE
Your Bedtime:2AM
Your Most Missed Memory:OF MY SISTER
Pepsi or Coke:PEPSI
MacDonalds or Burger King:MACDONALDS
Single or Group Dates:SINGLE
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:NESTEA
Chocolate or Vanilla:CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino or Coffee:COFFEE
Do you Smoke:YES
Do you Swear:NO
Do you Sing:YES
Do you Shower Daily:YES
Have you Been in Love:ONCE
Do you want to get Married:YES
Do you belive in yourself:NO
Do you get Motion Sickness:VERY BADLY
Do you think you are Attractive:NO
Are you a Health Freak:NO
Do you get along with your Parents:NO
Do you like Thunderstorms:LOVE THEM
Do you play an Instrument:I CAN
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:WAY TOO MUCH
In the past month have you Smoked:YES
In the past month have you gone on a Date:NO
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:YES
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:NO
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:YES
In the past month have you been on Stage:NO
In the past month have you been Dumped:NO
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:NO
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:NO
Ever been Drunk:LOL,OF COURSE
Ever been called a Tease:YES
Ever been Beaten up:YES
Ever Shoplifted:NO
How do you want to Die:QUICKLY BY MY OWN HANDS TOO
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:SOMEONE DIFFERENT
What country would you most like to Visit:AUSTRALIA
Number of Drugs I have taken:NO ANSWER
Number of CDs I own:ALOT
Number of Piercings:4
Number of Tattoos:2
Number of things in my Past I Regret:WAY TOO MANY

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion||||11%
Stability||5%
Orderliness||||||||||||44%
Accommodation||||||||||||||||||77%
Intellectual||||||||||||||||||||83%
Interdependence||||||||||||||58%
Mystical||||||||||||||||||||||100%
Materialism||8%
Narcissism||||16%
Adventurousness||||||||||||||||||75%
Work ethic||||||||||||||58%
Conflictseeking0%
Need to dominate||8%
Romantic||||||||||||||58%
Avoidant||||||||||||||||||||83%
Anti-authority||||||||||||||||||75%
Wealth0%
Dependency||||||||||||50%
Change averse||||||||||||||||||||||94%
Cautiousness||||||||||||50%
Individuality||||||||||||||||||77%
Sexuality||||||||||||||58%
Peter pancomplex||||||||||||||||||||||91%
Histrionic||||||||||33%
Vanity||||||||||||50%
Artistic||||||||||||||||66%
Hedonism||||||||||||||||||||88%
Physicalfitness||||||||||33%
Religious||||||||||||||||||||||100%
Paranoia||||||||||||||||||||||91%
Hypersensitivity||5%
Indie||||||||||||||58%

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DisorderYour Score
Major Depression:Extremely High
Dysthymia:High
Bipolar Disorder:Slight-Moderate
Cyclothymia:Moderate
Seasonal Affective Disorder:High-Moderate
Postpartum Depression:N/A
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Your Depression Level: 100%



You seem to be severely depressed.

You should seek immediate attention from your physician.

Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.






You Are 85% Borderline



It seems like you have borderline personality disorder.

Seriously consider seeking help, even if you think you don't need it.





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