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Eternal_second
"It ain't what you do, it's what it does to you."
My URL: http://www.depressiontribe.com/eternal_second

JOB: Student
SMOKE: No
DRINK: No
RELIGION: Protestant
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
MEMBER SINCE: November 26, 2011
POINTS: [ 74 ]
GENDER: Female
LOCATION: Oman
AGE: 20
VIEWS: 65
STAR SIGN: Capricorn
LAST LOGIN: 07.25.13


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i am a lot of things and yet not quite enough.

eternal second for a lot of reasons: second child, ES - first two letters of my first name, forever in a second, eternity, paradoxes, mello, never first, never best, never perfect, never enough

i am- almost eighteen, a chronic procrastinator, prone to ramble, prone to get depressed, tired of monotony, a wanna-be-blogger, a book-worm, lover of all things black and silver, an artist, a die-hard death note fan, a fan fiction writer, a nanowrimo dropout, eternal second, one who wishes too much

i want to be- someone who changed the world,your haunting nightmare, invisible, not pointless, glorious, not broken, happy, loved, accepted, understood, remembered, not judged, not worthless, more than this

what i'm afraid of- disappointment, false hopes, lost hope, giving up, being given up on, lies, the truth, betrayal, annoyance, no escape, no meaning, worthlessness, degrading, mistakes, uncertainty, failure, false success, misunderstanding, accusations, hate, not being good enough, arguments, wrong paths, dead ends, the end of everything, being forsaken, rejection, moments of absolute despair, undying regrets, false friendships, breaking down, acting up, no explanations, no excuses, no rights, no dreams, no room to breathe, no mercy, no more second chances. hell.


music, art, journals, blogs, daydreaming, blank white spaces, forgotten abandoned places, reading, guitars, epic scores, melodrama, good listeners, God, silver crucifixes, goth subculture, the dark, creepy lullabies, blogs, black ink, fan fiction, anime/manga, philosophy, theology, ranting, being forgotten, observing people, death note, kurosh*tsuji, bleach, winters, autumns, holidays, candles, orange streetlights, glow-in-the-dark stuff, prodigies, exceptions

out-of-tune guitars, people who interfere, haters, narrow-minded people, my school, injustice, no time, noisy classrooms, large crowds, no one caring, feeling worthless, parties



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December 16, 2011, 12:00 am
Thanks for the birthday wishes :)

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If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best!!
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November 26, 2011, 4:57 pm
dibs on first comment

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blessthefall, alesana, placebo, tokio hotel, silversun pickups, nirvana, emilie autumn, i see stars, yanni, further seems forever, falling up, jack off jill. metalcore, heavy metal, alternative rock, post punk, sometimes emo, sometimes dark cabaret, sometimes classical, etc etc

the bartimaeus trilogy, the los angeles bb murder cases, the artemis fowl series, innocence, the iliad, runaway, drowning ruth, room to write, creature of the night, the road less traveled and beyond, animorphs, the supernaturalist, the last treasure, slipping, the Bible, the prayer of jabez, drawing from the artist within, bats, eggs, waiting for anya, notes to myself, walking with einstein (can't remember now, but there's a LOT)

mary and max, final fantasy 7: advent children, little miss sunshine, pirates of the caribbean, signs (i don't watch a lot of tv), tv shows: numb3rs, big bang theory

reading, writing stories and in my journals, blogging, surfing online, drawing, guitar, listening to music and thinking up music videos, writing songs

November 26, 2011, 4:42 pm



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