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Fschubart
" Dark side of the moon "
My URL: http://www.depressiontribe.com/fschubart

JOB: Tech
SMOKE: Yes
DRINK: Yes
RELIGION: Christian
ORIENTATION: Straight
DATING STATUS: Single
MEMBER SINCE: April 20, 2008
POINTS: [ 747 ]
GENDER: Male
LOCATION: North Carolina, United States
AGE: 33
VIEWS: 71
STAR SIGN: Virgo
LAST LOGIN: 08.19.08




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I don't know what to write. I guess your average garden variety wack job(..lol) I'm a college professor and computer tech at a community college. I'm a single parent and live in a country home in the middle of nowhere, nc by myself now. My ten year old daughter is my life. I'm well known in the area as a very understanding loving person to most and considered a genius by others that would never think I'm mentally ill which makes it hard for me to do anything here when I've helped so many. I guess you could say I'm an actor also.


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Women (of course), Stevie Nicks, Hope Sandoval, working on cars, motorcycles, hiking, fishing, shooting guns, riding 4wheelers, playing guitar, teaching, programming, spending time with my daughter, at times, being alone,and fixing everyone elses problems when I can't fix me.

"Attempting" to fix everone elses problems and still can't fix mine. People that criticize me for things I have no control over and make statements such as "get over it," "think positive", "Stop being depressed", don't be bipolar, etc.. Hate vitals; if i'm awake and alive, that should be enough. Not going out so I stay out of trouble. Can't stand asshole backstabbers because half the time I don't see them coming. Bills. Having to shave. Waking up in jail and having to ask what I did. Waking up period. Depression. Mania. Making decisions in stressful situations. My cat. Being overwhelmed. Being alone. Not being left alone by people that use me. My daughter yelling all the time. Feeling like the drunk that that woke up after the Great San Francisco fire that said: "How the f@ck am I gonna fix this one?" Oh, and can't forget the meds..........I think that about sums it up, although Im sure I could think of more...lol



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Aug 14, 2008, 04:01 am
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Aug 10, 2008, 03:58 pm
things are better thats for sure he he.. how are you lovie x :)

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From: mel_mel
Aug 01, 2008, 05:57 am
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Life is like licking honey off a horn.
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From: Mishka
Jul 31, 2008, 12:47 am
Thank you so much again for the warm welcome. I appreciate it and look forward to talking to you in the future. Mishka

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Mishka
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Jul 27, 2008, 03:40 pm
Right on!!! I feel the same way. Haven't woke up in jail but could have many times. People just don't seem to understand that we didn't ask for this it just happens. That's what gets me. Who would want to go through all the crap we go thru?!!! I hate being alone I think the most and having people use me. Why do we feel like we have to fix the world? Have no clue. Hope all is well with you today. I know we have to take things a day at a time. Take Care

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Depends on my mood. Sometimes hard rock, old rock, soft rock, metal

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Riding, fixing machines, cars, computers. Music, playing the guitar, fishing, building computers, programming, watching movies with my daughter by the fireplace w/ the incense burning and kero lamp lit. Playing cat and mouse with the police....lol

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