Well
here
we
go:
was
7
or
8
years
old,
playing
with
sex
with
another
friend,
getting
caught
by
my
elder
brother
and
my
friend
brother
as
well,
lots
of
laughter
from
their
side,
was
so
confuse
that
i
couldnt
look
at
them
for
a
while..years
i
think.
stop
school
early
when
was
13
years
old
-
work
hard
on
site
building
etc
etc..
big
family,small
house.
younger
son.
first
"sex"
history
was
on
video
you
know
some
porn..
was
14,started
to
play
sex
whre
i
was
the
dominator
with
another
friend
male
until
16
then
we
stop..this
was
my
last
male
experience
at
the
same
time
was
sexually
attracted
with
my
sister
2
yeras
elder
than
me,
no
sexual
or
moral
approach
from
my
side,
i
never
touch
or
talk
anything
about
this
to
her.
lots
of
porn
movies.
during
my
20
years,
got
difficulties
to
have
real
sex
with
my
gf,
on
internet
they
call
this
dysfunctio
erectyl??
lots
of
effort
and
concentration
needed
to
keep
me
hard
for
penetration.
However,
it
goes
easily
and
very
porny
when
any
lady
act
like
pornstars..
lots
of
bad
experience
and
excuses
from
my
side
towards
those
girls..who
for
sure
laugh
a
lot
behind
my
back,,,actually
living
with
my
gf
since
2008,
sex
was
good
at
first
and
now
its
getting
more
and
more
difficult..am
sorry
to
say
that,
i
prefer
m
porn
movies
to
her.
however
i
really
really
appreciate
her.
she
dont
know
anything
about
all
this.
i
alway
find
excuses
to
avoid
sex
with
her..that
make
her
sad...waht
can
i
do???
i
just
want
to
rewind
my
life
and
kill
that
thing
that
have
distyrbed
my
mind..i
dnt
know
what
to
do.
please
help
me.
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