Depression Tribe

I keep having to change this section, but maybe that is a good thing having my life change for good or bad, my life is in a growing process.I've now been fired 4 times in a row and am on Disability, thank goodness. I have just started a new job and am hoping of course that I don't get fired. I really like it so far. I am unloading trucks, and setting up shelves using planograms. I was living by myself until several months ago when my 19 year old daughter moved back in. This was at the time that we discovered my ex almost dead in his apartment from a suicide attempt twice...two weeks apart. His life bottomed out and I get no support from him anymore, but worse than that is that he has not been in touch with my daughter and it has been several months now. We have no idea what is going on with him. He could be homeless, in prison, dead...I am sure whatever it is is not good, because he was devoted to our daughter. My boyfriend of 6 years lives 1 hr away, and it saddens me that we won't ever marry or live together...I really am not happy about that,, but otherwise we are very close. Money troubles and lack of motivation are my two biggest issues. I have hope that both of those will improve.

DT has been a life saver to me. I've always had mood issues though not on meds until my 30s. I wish I had had help when I was younger. I feel so lucky to have a psychiatrist I really like. I am tweeking my meds right now to see if I can feel better....the tweeking will be on hold for a few months until I get settled in the job, but even then...I should probably leave well enough alone. Much of the fog has lifted and some things are bothering me enough to do things about them. I feel overall more "normal"....so, so far so good. I am hoping to add Ritalin at some point as it has helped many people I know....I've tried it a couple times before with some glitches...this time, I will work harder.



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Getting Fired over and over again, Mean people, that I can't eat as much as I want :), learning difficult computer programs, people being too honest with me,fear

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