Depression Tribe

Im 33 and going through a divorce. I survived a 14 year marriage that was abusive for 9. I have moved passed the hurt but still have relationship issues...it is hard for me to trust men even at the most casual levels. i was severly depressed because of the shame and the disappoinment of a failed marriage. I recently lost 3 family members in the last 18 months. but i still hold strong to my faith. life has been bad but it always gets better.i hid my abuse from family and suffered the guilt. somedays i just needed someone to talk to and it seemed like nobody was available. those were very tuff days and long nights. but i survived!

people being honest with me.

people who can not be honest.

I love music with the word love in the title. Even though I'm heart broken most of the time...Girl can still hope.

oh goodness i cant sit still long enough to watch a movie....but im learning.

i like to read self improvement books. most recent Codependent no more and The Angry heart. I also refer to Joel Osteen books almost daily even though i have read each front to back. It helps me to get through a tuff moment, day or help me understand what i am feeling.