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Jeepseyhank

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ABOUT ME

Im just me!
Ermmmm.........not sure what the hell is the matter with me! I suffer with depression and from very low self esteem, I dont value myself very highly and that seems to rule my life and decisions. Im in theraphy now and on meds too. My mood flunctuates vastly and I dont cope well alone which raises the possibilty of BPD, still waiting to be put in a box, ok got my box i am bpd, an emotional nightmare. I have many food allergies too which I struggle to cope with. Ermmmm other than that im a regular gal, very socialable and always approachable, if u need someone to listen im here for u.
I'm really just looking for the real me, I know she is there somewhere with a where the hell have you been look on her face.
"emotional hemophilia; [a borderline] lacks the clotting mechanism needed to moderate his spurts of feeling. Stimulate a passion, and the borderline emotionally bleeds to death"
just very unhappy.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	82%
Stability	\|\|	10%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Narcissism	\|\|	10%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Humanitarian	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Cautiousness	\|\|	10%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Family drive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Honor	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Thriftiness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%

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trait snapshot:

open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash
if anyone wants to chat im lisavlhogg@live.co.uk, but let me know who u are first:)

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long walks, snuggling fluffy animals, gerkins, kissing, diet coke, the pub, girly dresses, the sound of snow crunching under foot, raccoons, peony roses, summer, pretty fabrics, shopping, swimming in lakes, the sounds and smells of new places, sitting in the warmth of the sun.

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Rudness, ignorance, butterflies, keep ur dirty, dusty wings away from me and peanutbutter.

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Hurting the way i do. Not truely being loved. I may be trying I may be smiling but inside Im dying.

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From: lightweaver

June 21, 2010, 4:52 pm

It seems like ages since we've talked, and I miss you! Hugs and Love, Donna

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From: lightweaver

May 4, 2010, 12:58 pm

Just wanted to take a few minutes and drop by to say hello. Hope all is well with you and that you are doing ok. It is a beautiful spring day here today. Joyful hugs and much love....Donna.....PS: Miss you!

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From: aloneandlonely

May 3, 2010, 6:06 am

Hey Jeeps, thanks for the nice msg. It is good to hear that you are coming along and getting the help and support you need during your term. I am sure you are going to have a beautiful baby! I have been struggling alot lately, just been feeling very alone and isolated, maybe becasue I am! I have been laid off alot from work lately so that is not good for my depression. Take care of yourself and that little one on the inside! xxx Tom.

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From: aloneandlonely

April 27, 2010, 3:29 am

Hi Hun, I know you must be very busy these days but I just wanted to stop and say hello and hope you are doin o.k.. Are you showing yet? I think women look so beautiful when they are pregnant, they just glow. Tc, xxx Tom.

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From: aloneandlonely

March 14, 2010, 6:48 am

Hey u, how have u been? I miss talkin with u. Hope things are going better for u my friend. I am struggling due to lots of crap going on at work right now. UGHHH. I just wanna quit and run away. oh well, tc, xxx Thomas.

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