Depression Tribe

Hello just alittle about myself: I'm 6'2 with blue eyes, Love playing golf and going bowling. Not good at either but I love to play. LOve to listen to music, write poetry, and be in the great outdoors.
I grew up in a abusive family, father would beat me on a regular basis. He was also very mentaly abusive. I ws doganosed bipolar when I was 15. Which made things for me growing even harder, parents didnt believe that there was anyhting wrong so I went years without meds or any sort of help.
So when I turned 18 I moved out on my own and continued to struggle thru life, experimenting with drugs and alchol. Had some good time and some bad . mostly good though.
I tried to commit suicide when I was 19, that was the first attemt followed by many over the years, But that was when I first started taking meds for my bipolar. they seemed to help for awhile but, like all meds they had to be changed from time to time.I spent the next 16 years of my life searching for somthing, It too me was the move to Idaho to find what I need the most . My dogs , and just plain fresh air..oh yeah and the trains that go thru town on a regular bassis....
I'm in school now, have been for over a year. I really like school because it lets me focus on othere things than the constant depression and the voices in my head. I currently have 3.00 average. Which is good, cause i did'nt think I would do that well when classes first began. I just look forward to the end when I can start a new career in Drafting.

Things I like: my 2 dogs Bella and Dusty, my 2 cats Sabrina, and Sam, and my wife Lynnette, these things mean the most to me. Other then that I love just being outdoors


music , poetry

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I dislike rude people,and peoople who wont talk when you need it the most. People who are fake(which is most people).

Anything rock......Staind, Def Leppard, Ministry, Megadeath, Korn, Faith no more, Nirvana, Disturbed.

Jim Morrison An American Prayer, Michael Sharra The Killer Angels, Jeff Sharra The Last Full Measure and God And Generals............

Guitar playing, model bldg, and wood carving.

Poetry	PTSD