I have been in pain for awhile...a long while.
I just want to get a sleep...a deep sleep.
Living is really painful for me.
But I don't want to die,
just to live my f@cking life again...
I believe in reincarnation...you die and live...
die and live a f@cking life...
I want this sh*t to stop.

liars...
So I hate myself sometimes...

Siddhartha: The tale of a young Brahman's quest for the ultimate reality follows his spiritual journey-from the extremes of indulgence and sensuality to the rigors of asceticism and self-denial. Ultimately he learns that wisdom cannot be taught-it must come from one's own experience and inner struggle.

Self Inflicted Violence