My name is Brittenee by the way. I am a really nice person but I can be very irritable when I am feeling depressed.I am a very compassionate person.I am shy and keep to myself at most times,but I do enjoy the company of people sometimes.Well I have been severely depressed in my life and I know how it feels to wake up every day trying to get over it but it never goes away.I hold a lot of grudges from what people have done to me in my past, and I am still not over it. I was made fun of a lot by kids in school, I guess you could say it still hurts me, and I will never be fully over that. I feel like everyone has something negative to say about me, and like I am constantly being judged and made fun of, which I get really sick of at times.So if anyone ever wants to talk just know I am here...so if you want to talk to me or something I really don't care I am open to talking to all people no matter what you look like, act like, your background, just don't ask me too many personal questions please like about my past, etc.I have two sisters one is 16 and her name is Melanie, she has a newborn baby named Anthony! My other sisters name is Chrystal and she is really growing up she is 3 years old now.
Getting Over You
by Brittenee Nichole Degonia
If loving you is wrong,I don't want to be right.
I could spend every day and every night looking in your eyes.
It's no surprise you walked away
Just a price I have to pay
for wearing my emotions on my sleeve
You left me here to bleed and drown in my sorrow
With no hope tomorrow might be a better day
I have got to get over you somehow, someway
So I pray I will forget your kiss and how I miss holding you in my arms and feeling your warmth
I wonder if you miss me too,and will it ever be just me,just me and you
heres some of my favorite quotes about depression read them if you want to I really don't care!!
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb,
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.
Paul Simon
From song I Am a Rock
I start to feel like I can't maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don't know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don't know the answer, I know only that I can't. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I've had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.
Elizabeth Wurtzel
From Book Prozac Nation
Depression is the inability to construct a future.
Rollo May
�Depression is nourished by a lifetime of ungrieved and unforgiven hurts�
Penelope Sweet
LIKES
I do like being alone most of the time. Mostly because people don't understand me. I like playing games on the computer. I like shopping and I like movies and some video games.
DISLIKES
I don't like people that are rude, judgemental, and bossy. Also please don't tell me about your sex life or sexual fantasies no offense it doesn't mean I don't like you as a person but I really don't like hearing that stuff. I am a christian girl and if you want to talk about that kind of stuff, please don't share it with me.
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