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Luvangel

"You have to FIGHT! for your right to PARTY!"

My URL: http://www.depressiontribe.com/luvangel

JOB:	Restaurant/Bar

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RELIGION:

Catholic

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Straight

DATING STATUS:

Single

MEMBER SINCE:

August 19, 2008

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LOCATION:

New Jersey, United States

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LAST LOGIN:

09.01.08

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ABOUT ME

Well long story short... My childhood was was brutal,a nightmare. I have a lot of Dark memories but the most painful one was my mom being an alcoholic and leaving me on the street. She abandoned me at the age of 6 and I have not been able to fully move on after that. She was my life and she ate my heart. It has been so hard to grow up without her and instead with an evil stepmother from hell who made me want to kill myself many times.She mentally abused me a lot. I live on my own now thank god! Life sucks when is always a bumpy road. Is hard to live just pushing and pushing. I tried to ignore my sadness and misery and It just got worse. Now I not only am dealing with depression but with Severe Social anxiety. I can't get out of the house because when i do, I get this fear, my nerves freak out and I get this crazy anxiety that leads to getting really sick from my stomach (literally)and is just such a nightmare. P.s The town i live in is a good example of why people don't bother seeking help when they are suicidal. Getting a psychiatrist in this town to care or help is like getting George Bush To stop liking War so much.

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Music, Fairs, festivals, Movies, Anime, Concerts, Dancing, Parks, Vintage stuff, Ebay, Amazon.com. Cool down to earth Honest people, Goth clubs, Biker Bars, Metal Bars,Real Cowboy Bars,Vampire stuff, Masquerades,Comic's, lot's of Travel, 80's clubs.

I like to try and do weird crazy but safe things and places. I like to do things that make me feel alive! I love adventure! Girls just wanna have fun!

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Rude/mean people,Drama, stress, Being or Feeling sick,loneliness, heart brake,f*ing bills,bullies,snobs,liars,fake people,copycats, Rap and hip hop music.

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From: slayer

Sep 03, 2008, 06:41 am

Hey, yea, that's how i was as a teenager, never getting to do a lot of things all teenagers do, cos of my phobia, and i really feel like i've missed out on soo much stuff, and i'm full of regrets, it's unreal. I still get times where i don't wanna leave the house or see anyone, and just wanna hide. xxx

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The hardest thing in this world, is to live in it.

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From: slayer

Aug 26, 2008, 07:22 am

Hi, i suffer from social anxiety too. Have had it all my life, but it's not as bad as it was. It was at it's worst when i was at high school.

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The hardest thing in this world, is to live in it.

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From: thumper

Aug 24, 2008, 08:11 am

always willing to share....

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sometimes the only thing that helps is knowing we arent alone

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From: olegnad

Aug 22, 2008, 12:38 am

I'm honored to be the first. I'm glad you like them. No I haven't heard of the club QXT. Is it a cool place? Thanks.

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From: ghosthunter

Aug 21, 2008, 08:02 am

hi welcome to the tribe, we love crazy folk on here, ghost

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Metallica,Pink Floyd, Ministry, Queen, Sister's of Mercy, Feindflug, Leonard cohen, John Cash, Rammstein, Rob Zombie, AC/DC, Van Halen, Andrea Bocelli, System of a Down, Type O Negative, Danzig, Skinny Puppy.....

I could be typing all day.